KIM KIM :D

boring boring boring,...
DAMN BORING LE!!!
haish!!!!
i hate that 2 girl sial!!!
what's wrong with them seyy?
his attached and your doing this still?
still can stare somemore horh!!!
go die le!!!!
i hAte you to the core arh sial!
i hate you i hate you i hate you!!!
how i wish you weren't in my life!
haish~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
walao walao walao walao walao~~
sian larh!!!! i hate them arh sial!!!
if only i can talk to someone right now,...
i feel that no one even wants to listen,...
that's what i hate about it,....
if only i have my old friends back again....
i miss them now,....
if only i could do something to release my stress out of me!!!
i feel like going out of this house too!!!
i feel so locked in my house and irritated too!!!!
wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
kay lah nothing to say le,...
BYEBYE!...

lol,.... nothing to say in blog bah~
byebye......

HEHE(:
today went 7-11 to meet lunlun AND Eddy again hur,...
lol, everytime he like to buy sweets for me,...
but never take(:
haha~ then walked to school by back door again,...
he followed me until the canteen,...
sat there as usual,....
then gave him bread,...
lol, if only you saw his face,...
haha~ he ate the cucumber,...
i think that's why his face like that(:
weird but CUTE!!!
then went to parade square to assemble
then went up class as usual,...
fxcking damn boring again!
talk all the way with Sabrina horh!!(:
then took class photo today!
OMG i think i gonna look like SHIT!
they were SO naggy!
hair also want care de,....
then recess,....
Lunlun was with us (:
then went library cause very damn HOT!
hmmm~ haish,......
then bell ring~
then he wanted to bring me up but i said no need
cause i know his tired and sweating already,...
so i pulled him down the stairs lorh(:
haha!~
then went up again,....
bored as usual again,.....
then after school,....
went out for awhile,...
asked him not to find me cause i going back school le,...
then he said he was at library with Yaxin, Lynn and Hui Xin
so i went to find him till 3pm
then went to change then go retake for NAPFA test(:
haha~ S L A C K again!!!!(:
then after that go take our bags then go library
but Lunlun want go back bath first...
then he go then we go library,...
after that at around 4 there went back CCA!!!
hmmm~ bored....
then message Lunlun no need fetch me cause raining le(:
scared he later go tuition all wet wet le(:
but he still come,LOL?
then meet le,....
then at 6.30 there then go causeway to check my bill thing,...
walking to bus-stop le,
then i just remember that i forget to give goodbye kiss to lunlun,
so, turned back and walk to him then give le then go le(:
took bus~
ask le then bought ice cream,,,
walk walk with Amalina around,...
then walk back home,....
then lunlun message,..
say he wait for me
haiyo~ raining le still want send me back home,..
wait him at the traffic light even though it was raining heavily le,..
he ask me go first but i still wait(:
so cold seyy,....
LOL~
then he send me up le,...
then,.....................
he go le(:
hehe~
then reach home,
ate first then went to bath,....
then after that online,....

hmmmmm~
sick and tired to do anything about it already...
i think i should just forget about it,...
maybe i was thinking too much about it?
i think I'll just go on with it bah?
i can't do anything anyway?
haish~
bored,.....
it's unfair but i gotta respect that decision,...
all i can do now is totally NOTHING!
I'm good at helping others but NOT myself!
hmmmm~
why like this seyy,.....
but never mind le,....
i want to just forget about it luh,....
just carry on with life,....
although it's hurting i will just control my feelings
and give in to it bah,...
i hope nothing will happen bah
i don't want anything,i just want him to be happy, that's all!(:
I LOVE HIM MUCH MUCH!!!<3

Labels: it's hurting...

FXCK this day,...
i fxckingly hate myself as well as my life too!!!
haish,.....
everything he ask for i will do it,
but he, it's hard for him to give me what i want,....
haish,............
see my fxcking life until sian liao hur,.....
it's always like this anyway,.....
NO ONE can change this fxcking life,.....
if only i could just die
and be nobody,.....
life for me suxxxx to the core!!!
it's like i want you to be happy
but at the same time ,
it's hurting me?
i hate life!
i hate life!
i hate life!
i hate life!
i hate life!

paano na 2?
hnd q n alam kung ano gagawin q n tlg!!!
prng gusto q n mamatay eqh?
hnd q dn alam kung tlgng mhl nya ako?
umiyak pa ako sa modern dance,...
sinasayang q lng ba yun luha q sakanya?
ala na ako msbi sknya eqh?
prng hnd q n tlg kya!
hnd nya alam kagano ko xa mahal!!!!!!!
lahat ayaw nya hnd q gagawin,....
pero ang ayaw q,..
hnd nya aman hnd mgawa!
bkt ganun!!!!
prng ala na akng gana mg mhl!!!
kung gusto nya ganun edi ganun!!!!
ala dn ako mgwa eqh?
haish!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Labels: is this called LOVE? if yes then it really hurts

BORED is what i can describe LIFE!
why must life be so boring?!?!
like shit sia!
and i'm missing him still!!!
can't wait to see him tomorrow horh(:
I LOVE HIM (:

what's the difference between LOVE & LIKE?

LOVE:
-your willing to give him/her anything
-sacrifice your own life for him/her
-do anything just to make him/her happy

LIKE:
-have a crush on him/her
-haven LOVE him/her until siao
-feelings not so much?
-haven know him/her much yet

hmmmmm,
i'm not a expert yet?
so maybe could be wrong?
don't believe this(:
THANK YOU!!!