FXCK this day,...
i fxckingly hate myself as well as my life too!!!
haish,.....
everything he ask for i will do it,
but he, it's hard for him to give me what i want,....
haish,............
see my fxcking life until sian liao hur,.....
it's always like this anyway,.....
NO ONE can change this fxcking life,.....
if only i could just die
and be nobody,.....
life for me suxxxx to the core!!!
it's like i want you to be happy
but at the same time ,
it's hurting me?
i hate life!
i hate life!
i hate life!
i hate life!
i hate life!
paano na 2?
hnd q n alam kung ano gagawin q n tlg!!!
prng gusto q n mamatay eqh?
hnd q dn alam kung tlgng mhl nya ako?
umiyak pa ako sa modern dance,...
sinasayang q lng ba yun luha q sakanya?
ala na ako msbi sknya eqh?
prng hnd q n tlg kya!
hnd nya alam kagano ko xa mahal!!!!!!!
lahat ayaw nya hnd q gagawin,....
pero ang ayaw q,..
hnd nya aman hnd mgawa!
bkt ganun!!!!
prng ala na akng gana mg mhl!!!
kung gusto nya ganun edi ganun!!!!
ala dn ako mgwa eqh?
haish!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!